Material Girl

Image from the ever reliable Google image search

                            I want to pay homage first for the title of this blog post to my 👑. Like a quote from the Man in Heels Yanis Marshall " I only know one, that's Madonna ". Kung meron man akong gusto i-channel right this moment definitely Anne-Curtis Heussaff or be the one to win the Lotto that reach it's highest amount in Philippines history. About to get out my frustrations and lived my wildest dreams.  To list all of the things I wanted to buy for myself. Selfish enough but this is also to practice my spontaneity. 

1. A new Sony Xperia top of the class high-end mobile phone. Currently using Xperia XA and already in worst state for only 5 months of use.

2. Brazilian blow out. I have come to terms of not achieving the Lucy Hale bangs but still can't let go of ending the year not looking the same girl anymore. 

3. Single Sofa. Something to fill up an empty space for my newly owned room. 

4. Health Supplements for Papa and Mama. Literally just type and first result. 

5. Trip to Amsterdam. Inspired from the movie How's of Us. 

 Looking back, It didn't feel as extravagant as I thought I was. Maybe just need an outlet and admittedly a new post today. Not that I think negatively or limiting myself from reality but this is really all there to what my heart says. I learned already these things are not necessary in life, just something nice to have and feel better. As long as it's for good use and purpose to help people, then it should be worth the price. 

Andie In Love

                       Let me share my state of love thee truly. Forgive me kakatapos ko lang panuorin ang isang certified 90's poet hit " Shakespeare in love " with the ethereal beauty Gwyneth Paltrow and my now new husband Joseph Fiennes. Inspired from the song with the same title by Layla Kaylif which takes me back to some good old teenage days. Just like the lead male character he lost his gift of writing and that's exactly how I felt this morning when I woke up. I had some ideas and thoughts of what to blog about today but definitely does not resonate in my heart. 

Alright, so to start this of currently still single, officially, for the longest time but not in memories and experience. To be continued dahil di na rin alam ang sasabihin ko lol

When September Ends

                        Literally 4 minutes away for the last day of this month and we say hello to Octoberfest. No surprise again that nothing really had happen to my plans and it's beginning to sound excruciating honestly. San galing ang excruciating? Wala ng iba kundi, thank you for Google. 

Well somehow have prepared a little since ramdam kong mauuwe sa katamaran ang araw na to today. Very light lang in one of my successful moments this week. I was able to write down my BER Goals. So let me share them without further adieu, lakas maka Youtuber hahaha. It was supposed to be a once a day update pero alam nyo na nga di ko uulitin pa tinamad ako. At para sa walang time ang haba ng introduction ko may kasama agad na explanation ( Guilty as charge! ).

Monday - 200 pound Beauty

Tuesday - Saved Money for December

Wednesday - Beautiful Haven

Thursday - New Hair

Friday - Start a healthier lifestyle

Saturday - Update Stuff

Sunday - Blog routine

                        At dahil wala na kong maisip sabihin, I want to end this post beautifully with an image to set the following months of 2018. 

Open ❤

Dear Miss Right Now,

                       It's Saturday night once again and you know deep inside that there is nothing to write about. Well you planned it well to be an action packed week after more than a month of blogging to start over your life. But if I'm gonna be quite honest looks like a waste of time. And you know you're someone who shouldn't only because you also know how precious it is. 

Please know, I did see you make an effort and it wasn't just good enough. Sometimes I hear your constant battle between going out there to make your dreams come true and everything falls on whatever it's meant to be. I'ts hard to figure it out and so did I. But I must commend you for letting it go at times and taking a break. That's only natural and healthy for your well being. You're no longer after perfection rather doing the best you can and aware of your surroundings. 

                      Let me just say it " I'm damn sad sometimes being single. " and also learned it's not the end all of everything. Keep trying to find what you really want and makes you happy. Along the way, you know it will come and understand why it had to take this too long because it's worth it. 

You are enough and unnecessary on being unkind to yourself. It's only fair chance you give life a shot on making your little girl dreams come true and leave a mark to be forever remembered. Let us not only claim what you deserve fabulous, healthy and kind. Rather OWN IT GIRL and be everything. 

                                                                                                                                 Until then,

                                                                                                                                       💋

Relax

Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax

Magnificent Beast

                       This is 57 minutes until this fine day is over. Aaminin ko ,it did slip into my head to actually make a perfect excuse of skipping out today. For the sole reason of not getting over how good the latest Netflix original " Sierra Burgess is a loser " but heaven no. My brother happens to be out and have full access on the computer tonight. So yeah that's why I'm here right now.

Realize its not enough for me to just blog once a week since there is many post I wanted to bring about. Happens to be my third year anniversary at work. Time flies when you're having fun and survived them all. Another is a newsflash that our very own pinay pride Kelsey Meritt will be walking down the runway of Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2018 and was over the moon happy for making my dreams come true. But know I needed much harder commitment and enthusiasm for telling stories.

                       And this is what the lesson, I took from watching the film. Early on while doing her morning routine the heroine Sierra had a self affirmation moment saying " You are a magnificent beast ". It came to me as not just a literal meaning of a beast which can easily relate to. But it's the character while beauty maybe questionable in terms of definition, her personality is no doubt magical in every way possible. We can easily relate specially to all those big beautiful girls out there, who happens to be a catfish once in their lives like me. The struggle and kilig of having been found out and unending promises to tell the truth. Best part and when it all became too real for me, when the lead character committed an honest mistake to the supposed to be most hated bitch queen in school. In a confrontation scene that should go down romcom history with the line " You should check the mirror, because your looks are the least ugly thing about you " then I died. Most unexpectedly came a surprise ending that only warms my heart and also took it way for good. Peter Kavinsky finallly got me on his team. Much like the dream happy ending she got, in my own wishing well. This is still how I wanted it to be. Even if I still prefer to be a rose than a sunflower, this is my time to bloom.

First Time

                          Last night went to watch for the first time in my millennial history a Kathniel movie callled #TheHowsofUs. Syempre may kasunod na #HowstheMovie and actually the answer is I like it. Maybe not a lot but certainly more than expected. It was said to be the last movie of Direk Cathy Garcia-Molina. Spoiler alert! Just like any typical Rom-Com Philippine movie, of course it was a happy ending. As I grew older mas naa-appreciate ko na #HowtheStorywasTold. My good friend who saw the movie with me, thinks as well our local movies are getting smarter. I completely agree this one alone gets to use BIG words at sa sobrang big wala na kong maalala sa kanila. Kind of weird though given the characters setting wherein their not entirely level of genuises as established. Possibly it's a way to build their depth as individuals or needed drama to be less than ordinary for a film. Mainly revolved around the two characters Primo and Jo with the guy winning the girl back after a devastating crying in the rain break up scene and girl playing cute hard to get. Another first time is, I did not fall for the leading man but I'm pretty sure millions of girls some shrieking with joy in the cinema will take him in a heartbeat. Kathryn on the other hand surprise me with her natural beauty and more so of her acting chops. Di ako naartehan sa kanya at all and removed my preconceived notions of the teen queen. My personal happiness is when I saw one of my IG crush na sina-stalk ko si Keith Thompson. And boy he is perfection with his beard and nonchalant ruggedness. Also surprise of #HowBeautiful Amsterdam turned out to be with their magical bridges and sunset flower fields this makes my money worth it. With that I got inspired from the Boy Abunda tonight interview with Kathryn promoting the film and answers my own #HowsofAndie:

How do you sleep? Usually sideways and until I get a comfortable spot. In short malikot matulog 😂

How do you want your coffee? Black and little too strong. Yung ipaglalaban ako.

How do you spend your free time? Relax, find my peace and now to work improvements.

How long do you shower? 30 minutes kasama na dun ang pag jebs in the morning.

How many dogs to you have? My friends hahaha

How do you know when DJ is mad? I dont know. Pinatulan ko pa kase tong question na to.

How do you know when DJ is disappointed? Refer to previous answer.

How grumpy is DJ in the morning? Di dapat hard and not grumpy lol

How do you make lambing? Depends on the person, ite treat ko siya ng something favorite niya.

How do you kiss? Hungry, passionate and unforgettable. 

How do you love? Pareho kame ni Kath ( Feeling close ) All Out!